Heao Heao.

HELLO! long time since i blogged! miss my post aye? aiya, confirm 1 la. hahahah. okay, just posting for fun becos my blog is dead, REAL DEAD, dead for like few months.
result's tomorrow, depends which course im going to. Hope i'll get into Asian Culinary Arts, For godness sake.( Is something like Acquire knowledge and skills which are highly relevant to the industry of FOOD, A chef. If i get into that course, i'm gonna firstly thanks god 2nd, MOE. previously i apple, sadly, unsuccesful! dk why eh.
I'll try my best to study hard and learn more things about food, and i've be able to cook Asian food, indian food, and lots more :D As for my career, i hope i'll be able to be a chef and i wish i can open a restaurent but not easy to do that, need alot money ah, and needa think a lot. becoming a boss is really something very hard. Very streeful :D
If i learn howta cook, first things i need to do is to cook a very delicious meal for my family and secondly, my GIRLFRIEND<3 thridly, my friendSSSSSS broSSSS and SIS.
Lots of love, Your laopeh (Y)

Impossible.

i got nothing to say. i mean, there's too much for me to say. i dont know what to write/say/ fk it

shakalababa

Nowadays thing's going great. just a little ups and downs.. i've forgot everything which related to Maths. i mean, not all. just some part of it :X  I didn't attend sch as i overslept.. I am really angry with myself. I didn't take any initiative to learn nor focus on study. i know it wasn't too late to catch up now.
No one can predict what height you can soar until you will not know after you spread your wings.
Till here alright. BYE BYE :D
wo ai da jia, da jia ai wo. HEHEHE <3

hey! people! how's your N's lvl exam? easy? hahah, mine quite easy btw, jus reached home not long ago :) woah, my hall the fan ah, woah, imba bodoh, fking big! like gian fan! ahahaha.
Kinda miss wo de aiai ley. but no choice, she BU YAO MEET WO! HAHAHA! fake.
hmm, i need to catch up my maths. fk my manager man, i got exam still call me go work, almost give my paper a miss today! but luckly, my bro phone got set alarm, keep repeat. HEHEHE. so able to wake up. quickly prepare and when to sch.
Nothing much today. friend's keep asking why didn't i update. i was lazy. thats all.
BYE :D Love and everyone, Love aiai :x <333333333333

ho sey bo ppl? how's life? ensure up and down right?
 nah, thats for sure :D
 haha, cheer up everyone, dont stress! and ya!
 exam's around the corner, so study hard! lol,
 but me myself didn't so fuck care. (:
alright, short post today, sorry, will post it later on or whatever<3
love everyone, signing off, Jamis :) (Y)

sad.

Just bathed. jus came back from work. got a new job, something like waiter but kinda upgrade abit, HAHA.
we're broke up at 2.24pm this afternoon. tears started rolling down from my cheeks automatically when i saw the texts. but, i've tried to be strong, so i stop.
she told me she's going to celebrate our 1st anniversary this wednesday, but things turn bad at the last minute. we're been tgt happily throughout the 29days, jus 1 more day, is our 1st month anniversary. I know i've been through so much for you, and i know you feel guilty as you didn't treasure me. i know im foolish. i know you didn't love me from the start till now, but i've nvr failed to keep trying and trying. what im telling myself is that i'll nvr give up. until the day i fall. but as you know, love that is been forced out, doesn't have happy ending. hahaa. i've been missing you all day long. as i went back to mart jus now, met yiwei, weisheng. i almost cry when i told yiwei we broke up. I told myself not to sad or rather cry because, what my heart was telling me is that i know one day we'll get tgt again and i know we'll have a happy ending. "(maybe dreaming)"
As im working just now, i suddenly think of my precious GIRL, and my eye turns red. i hope she'll not find another replacement as im scared she'll been cheated by feelings and get HURT! alright, TILL NOW. i just can't stop "(laughing)" as im writting.
I'll ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT. SOME DAY, YOU GOTTA COME BACK TO MY SIDE! <3<3 11.11PM 1th August 2010! LOVESS

I don't get it.

MY little girl.

we've been tgt happily from the starts to now, i shouldn't have been treated this way. i feel very sad for myself as i really put in much effort for you. i still rmb when we 1st day tgt, we walk around the field near 211, holding hands tgt chatting happily.. but now? i found out the reality, my heart just skip a beat. maybe im not the real nice guy you're holding on to. you told me im a guy that is very comfortable to be with. promised me whatever shits on your "sincerity" letter that you're wrote for me. was rubbish. every day you've been missing other guy. but aren't me. fuck? what the fucking fuck is this? didn't wanna celebrate 1st month anniversary with me, and yet? going out? dont feel like celebrating it with me? its okay, fuck it. have u ever tryed putting yourself into my shoe and think anot? example you love darren, he treated u liks this, how will u feel?


even how much i tryed to explain, you still dont get it in the end and will show attitude towards. i really dont know how to settle u down and make u understand. maybe you'll still young to understand, but as days pass by, i'll ensure you'll get it.
You're the one that i first look into your eyes, i begin to see butterflies. but out lips passionately didnt meet. You're the one that always on my mind, your face is all it can find and i think about you every day and know it'll work somehow, some way. some say im dumb and foolish, some say i should do as i wish. but all my heart could do is tell you that i'll ALWAYS LOVE YOU.