Impossible.

i got nothing to say. i mean, there's too much for me to say. i dont know what to write/say/ fk it

shakalababa

Nowadays thing's going great. just a little ups and downs.. i've forgot everything which related to Maths. i mean, not all. just some part of it :X  I didn't attend sch as i overslept.. I am really angry with myself. I didn't take any initiative to learn nor focus on study. i know it wasn't too late to catch up now.
No one can predict what height you can soar until you will not know after you spread your wings.
Till here alright. BYE BYE :D
wo ai da jia, da jia ai wo. HEHEHE <3

hey! people! how's your N's lvl exam? easy? hahah, mine quite easy btw, jus reached home not long ago :) woah, my hall the fan ah, woah, imba bodoh, fking big! like gian fan! ahahaha.
Kinda miss wo de aiai ley. but no choice, she BU YAO MEET WO! HAHAHA! fake.
hmm, i need to catch up my maths. fk my manager man, i got exam still call me go work, almost give my paper a miss today! but luckly, my bro phone got set alarm, keep repeat. HEHEHE. so able to wake up. quickly prepare and when to sch.
Nothing much today. friend's keep asking why didn't i update. i was lazy. thats all.
BYE :D Love and everyone, Love aiai :x <333333333333

ho sey bo ppl? how's life? ensure up and down right?
 nah, thats for sure :D
 haha, cheer up everyone, dont stress! and ya!
 exam's around the corner, so study hard! lol,
 but me myself didn't so fuck care. (:
alright, short post today, sorry, will post it later on or whatever<3
love everyone, signing off, Jamis :) (Y)

sad.

Just bathed. jus came back from work. got a new job, something like waiter but kinda upgrade abit, HAHA.
we're broke up at 2.24pm this afternoon. tears started rolling down from my cheeks automatically when i saw the texts. but, i've tried to be strong, so i stop.
she told me she's going to celebrate our 1st anniversary this wednesday, but things turn bad at the last minute. we're been tgt happily throughout the 29days, jus 1 more day, is our 1st month anniversary. I know i've been through so much for you, and i know you feel guilty as you didn't treasure me. i know im foolish. i know you didn't love me from the start till now, but i've nvr failed to keep trying and trying. what im telling myself is that i'll nvr give up. until the day i fall. but as you know, love that is been forced out, doesn't have happy ending. hahaa. i've been missing you all day long. as i went back to mart jus now, met yiwei, weisheng. i almost cry when i told yiwei we broke up. I told myself not to sad or rather cry because, what my heart was telling me is that i know one day we'll get tgt again and i know we'll have a happy ending. "(maybe dreaming)"
As im working just now, i suddenly think of my precious GIRL, and my eye turns red. i hope she'll not find another replacement as im scared she'll been cheated by feelings and get HURT! alright, TILL NOW. i just can't stop "(laughing)" as im writting.
I'll ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT. SOME DAY, YOU GOTTA COME BACK TO MY SIDE! <3<3 11.11PM 1th August 2010! LOVESS

I don't get it.

MY little girl.

we've been tgt happily from the starts to now, i shouldn't have been treated this way. i feel very sad for myself as i really put in much effort for you. i still rmb when we 1st day tgt, we walk around the field near 211, holding hands tgt chatting happily.. but now? i found out the reality, my heart just skip a beat. maybe im not the real nice guy you're holding on to. you told me im a guy that is very comfortable to be with. promised me whatever shits on your "sincerity" letter that you're wrote for me. was rubbish. every day you've been missing other guy. but aren't me. fuck? what the fucking fuck is this? didn't wanna celebrate 1st month anniversary with me, and yet? going out? dont feel like celebrating it with me? its okay, fuck it. have u ever tryed putting yourself into my shoe and think anot? example you love darren, he treated u liks this, how will u feel?


even how much i tryed to explain, you still dont get it in the end and will show attitude towards. i really dont know how to settle u down and make u understand. maybe you'll still young to understand, but as days pass by, i'll ensure you'll get it.
You're the one that i first look into your eyes, i begin to see butterflies. but out lips passionately didnt meet. You're the one that always on my mind, your face is all it can find and i think about you every day and know it'll work somehow, some way. some say im dumb and foolish, some say i should do as i wish. but all my heart could do is tell you that i'll ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

SCH.

boringg. feel free to talk to me ;D

Wo ai de ren.

Wo ai de ren, ke shi wo bu shi ta de ai ren, Wo hen shang xing.

i've got nothing but jus to accept the facts, you always say you love me/missed me, but down deep in ur heart, im still not the person that can replace him, i've tryed my very best to woo your heart, but i've failed. i know you love me, but your heart are greedy, she want both. Hais, there's nothing better much for me to do now, but jus to sad daily. I can't do anything now, i will respect your heart decision. i cant stop ur heart from loving a person. the only thing i can do is NOTHING because i've give in my 9/10 of hearts into you.. the only thing i want form you is your love xD <3 i can say, loving you was nvr regret :) if that's the point that u cant forget him, i think, i'll be leaving. becos being with me, everythings you've done with me you'll always think of him rather than me. i dont know how come your love from him is so effin strong. idk what can it be done to make u love me. i've treated u like my fking precious until me myself dont know how to elaborate it. hope my baby will wake up and think properly who's the one that really treat her good like a princess. becos it's worthless for her to do that. now there's a tresure with her. once the tresure is taken by other, it will nvr return. i dont want to lose u. i really love you, hope you'll give ureslf a chance to love me, there's nothing called you can't. its the matter that you want or dont want.

a lonely night with a fan beside.

i feel like deleting my blog there's really nothing to post so far, if its yes, i wont be bothering to post because is kind of very lame and useless stufff so. hmm, what should i suspose to do next? no idea. lol ):

hahaha

boring ah.. dont know what to post. ahahaha, hmmm, been so long that i didnt post. currently here to update normal things that what i've currently been doing :O.
slacking around, going town, meet my girlfriend! (:
Hope we'll last and need to study hard for my studies, need to pass my N's level if not GG.
Didn't really know what decision i've gotta make. but wish i'll make my decision asap :D
Bye :D xoxo >.< Loves >Jade low baby!< <3<3<3

Little girl

Hais. I don't want her to get hong or what, thats why i put im engaged to her. but after that i didnt know that everyone congrats her with the engaged she claim she's still single.
i dont know what to do sia. i do really love her V V V much, but what can i do to prevent it? i seriously want a long long relationship as i heard them saying she's very tiongxim and lots more. hmmm. maybe that i stop all these? DO you really really really have feelings for me? or jus a little? if its just a little, i think i dont bother you aldy. all i can say, im in lvoe with you :)

disapponted/sad in me.

z

Jackass.

Really boring nowadays..

it been so long that i didnt post.

Arggg, nowadays very tired, everytime very late then slp, dont know why also. just dont feel like sleeping in the afternoon lehh. lols. haha.

hmmm, dont know what to post ah. oh ya!

Monday was my english oral prelim ! did quite bad, the reading conversation was okay.

which it came to the conversation part, i was like, opps, the question start with, have you ever go to a market before? i replied, Yes, for example, IMM, its a giant super market -.-

the super market was very big, and blabla, after that, he asked, do you think ordered something online is save?

replied" nope, its because you wouldn't know that the person its turstabla anot, maybe they'll scam?

Examiner: have you ever order something online?

replied, no, EH YES! LOL.

examiner: what did you ordered?

Oh, i ordered a T-Shirt, is in white colour, but after 3-4days i realised that my shirt's spoiled.

then i can't remeber what i say le.

after all, what i say was a lie.

i lied very stupidly, -.- i think the examiner know that im lying :X!!

omg.

Siao la! dad at malaysia! how am i going to go for the club!? hope he'll come back today in the afternoon or something? err, hopefully yes bah!

Hope.

Hope my dad will allow me to club for the last time, as it was the last mixed age party at ST JAMES POWERHOUSE. but sadly, if my dad allow, i'll still have to worry about the entrance. im underage, as im lending my bro IC to help me though. "MAY GOD PLEASE BLESS ME ON THAT DAY" ! after my wish come true, i've gotta sit down, stick to my chair and study as much as possible until i've graduted from my "N"s. After that my every and single fking stress will be over :) Hope i'll pass with flying colours. BYE! :D

Im sorry, im sorry to a girl in the past ;( making her sad.

Hope you won't be constantly thinking about the past, and me. I noe, im in deep deep wrong, and make miserable memories for you and never erase it from your brain. everythings is fine for you now, start a brand new life and breath in oxygen that is fresh :) and, dont make yourself suffer about the memories between the past of us. You're doted by every and single one of your friends and gans. always look on the bright side of life. Don't do anything negatively that make you regret. You can always be happy if you want. find a better guy that keep you accompany, takecare :)

Haas, someone tuh help him update.
I hack inside, haas. No la, kidding. Lame -.-
He's such a lazy bum right ? Agree ?
Doesnt want tuhh update because he's lazy & he spent all his free time dota-ing.
Such a --- he is. LOL!
I always says he's a dumbass. Yes, he is.
Always dota dota dota .
LOL! I help him update like saying his bad things right?
Nvm, leaked out abit of his bad things nvm derh la.
Guess he don't mind :D
Bye.

Confused

im currently fucking down, why does god always be un-fair to everyone? i just dont get it, why does god gave me a fucking miserable life that i've to suffer every single day.. i'm seriously felt like ending my life as soon as possible. but, i jus cant bear to leave those people that i loves. my family? friends?

I think, its time for me to wake up :) nah, i shall stop thinking, elaborate its impossible. haas, what a childish decision i've maid. lol, bye~

Club

Didnt post this few days, sorry, quite a lazy actually..
The day after yesterday i when to club, It was a enjoyable day i had in my life ! Is was like WOW! the club there were fantastic, but some of those songs aren't really great. i love the temptation when everyone's dancing....
We Perspire like a pig down there although there's aircon. -.-! Saw lots of desperate guy down there grinding girls, hahah. but, its normal :) quite lame actually. bye (:

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Jackass of the day, woah, punchs getting stronger! shoick ah!

Fun and exhausted day .

WOW! its was a fun day, played boxing. its was like, my dream ! craving for boxing glove to wear and fight like a bull xD, Float like a butterfly sting like a bee! ™ Jamis ong -.- poseur siol! :D lazy to post as im having a head ache :(

©ya.

:)

yoyoyo! Its kinda boring now! Just finished my breakfast not long ago. Don't know what do, feel like sleeping but dont wish to :x
:8.45am when to sch, for oral reading, just a test out only :) quite easy though, haha, but, its just that i didn't talk enough that's what teacher says.
Currently quite disappointed in me. Thumbs down. T.T
had a stomach ache 1hrs ago, keep going toilet to defaecate :( maybe i've ate wrong things.
nothing much to say. alright, see ya ~ D:

Lawls (:

What's the reason of life? You'll have to work. Why does you have to work? to earn money. If no money? You'll die. Why die? because if you've got no money, u cannot even effort to buy things, not even a sweet.? You no money you cannot buy this and that, how to survive? ohh, ? wah? why a question you include so many why de ah? i also dont know why. You know why? WHY? Cos why. LAME. don't know what im thinking. Do excuse me from my childishness, THANK YOU

Fedd up.

aww. dont really know what my dear little girl thinking, once i talk to girl on the phone, she started thinking rubbish, wtf. she didn't even realised that everydays she when to those places to meet her friends, some of them are boys. i remain quiet. and didn't even mention about a thing. Hope she'll wake up (:

Disappoint3d

just woke up, sitting infront of my computer start surfing. currently eating now. quite disappointed after reading those things she wrote. -.- heart breaking. i shall stop here. BYE.

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Nothing special for me today :) when to lot 1 with jacky, when there slack, bubble tea, arcade, when home :)
Currently don't know what im thinking about. Hais, alot things to say but don't know how to say. Till here bah, i'll be back soon, Cyaa

The start of my blog :D weee™

My life's Story gonna start !

craving for things to do T.T

Its currently late now, bro and jacky were awaked :D wondering what to do, hmm, keep surfing though net searching for things to read, view, and many many more, lawys. aiya, bye, going for dota! zai jian!

Boring ;D

hmmm, nowadays, quite fun , aww, life nowadays was just like a robe, keep climbing up and down, making my life miserable, haha. i've got lots of things needa to think, very irritating. hmmm. After i graduted from Secondary, really dont know what to do, god, can you help me decide? nah, think too much -.-"! Will i even pass will flying colours? Well, it's depends on my study ;D haha, hmmm, gotta work hard already. Exam is really around the corner.
Today is vesak day, nothing special happened, was like, at home for the whole day bro was at my hse for the past 2days dota-ing, had lots of fun playing though! :D

WE ARE THE IMBAS! xD

Sternsta rabak!

i'll be back :D! Bye!